Getting older and dealing with life makes it hard to find the motivation I once had. However, I have an alright job, no kids, and an overall stable home life. So I'm going to take more stock into my free time and really work towards my goals. I read a quote somewhere that motivation requires spite. Spite against life that only wants you to consume, conform, and die. So, you have to dig deep to fight and urge to be "just a consumer" and create. Create something original, create some thing derivative, create some fanfiction. Just create. We all have to start somewhere and we will all end somewhere. It may not be healthy to live a life of spite,